A nod to meritocracy

Personally, I stay away from highlighting my educational degrees and awards as the first step when introducing myself because I’m not interested in perpetuating anglicised legitimation of knowledge. There are so many knowledges that indigenous and colonised peoples hold across the world that are thought to be invalid because they do not have certifications or degrees to make their knowledge legitimate by westernised means.

At the same time, though, I and others have also seen the harmful ways that people racialised as white usurp knowledge from colonised people and present it as if they are the expert without any credentials or with credentials that have already whitewashed the knowledge in the first place. What comes to mind is the abundance of racialised white folk now being yogi masters or reiki practitioners, shamans, priestesses, and so on.

It used to be that one would be promoted in prestigious roles through community, and community would bestow labels onto us. We did not become self-initiated. At the same time, that also had its own barriers when thinking of social mobility and nepotism which made meritocracy so seductive in the first place.

Therefore, I share my qualifications and published works below for those who need reassurance of how I practice my values outside of 1:1 spaces; to get a deeper understanding of my larger body of knowledge and praxis; and to highlight the way I have navigated meritocracy to buoy the deep knowledge that is laced within my being to become legitimate within our current paradigm.

“Professional” Summary

As a late-diagnosed neurodivergent, I now see why my interests vary so much and why I pivoted most of my life. I went from pursuing a career in medicine, to law, to humanities, and now settling down and making a home in decolonial studies and all the liminal spaces it provides. I have an Associates degree in Paralegal Studies, a B.A. in Interdisciplinary Studies focusing on English and Psychology with a minor in Philosophy and Political Science, and two Masters: Social Work (with Honours) and Research in International Relations (with Merit).

I have been in the public sector and non-profit field since I was 18 years old, where I volunteered for organisations like NYPIRG, interned in NYS Senator’s office, or protested budget cuts and lobbied for housing initiatives at Albany. From internal Implicit Bias trainings to COP26: People’s Summit, I have facilitated workshops, trainings, and spoke at various panels and events. With over a fifteen years of experience in this field, I have honed a nuanced view that pulls seemingly disparate information together to highlight the relationships between them.

I am currently a PhD candidate in International Relations and Politics at the University of Glasgow where I’m studying institutional practices, power, and our relationship to them. In academic language, I am studying (de)coloniality through the prism of security, silence, and trauma using semiotics and narratology as the medium by which we perpetuate the colonial matrix of power.

I am dedicated to (de)linking ourselves from modernity in all aspects and building new, plural futures that are rooted in practices of care. As a result, I also founded Plutonian Consulting, an international consulting agency to steward people, organisations, businesses, and officials through the process of challenging the colonial logic to nourish the foundations our futures will be built upon for equitable and liberated plurality.

Education

PhD Candidate in Politics & International Relations
University of Glasgow
October 2021 - Present

Dissertation Project: Coloniality: Securitised, Traumatised, Silenced. An Autoethnography of Unearthing the Narratological Semiotics through a Sikh Cosmology

Study Interests: Sikhi, Interdisciplinary Studies, Decolonial epistemology & praxis, Anarchism, Borderthinking, Black Feminist Radical epistemology & praxis, Mad Justice, Spiritual Ecology, Indigenous Knowledge Systems

Master of research (mres) International Relations with merit
University of Glasgow
Awarded November 2020

Dissertation: Securitising Sikh Bodies
Awarded First Class

Master of Social work with honours
adelphi university
Awarded may 2018

Dissertation: Gun Violence, Hegemonic Masculinity, & Policy Implications
Awarded First Class

Recognition & Financial Awards

  • Best Graduate Research, 2018

  • NASW Student Award, 2018

  • Rita Paprin Award, 2018

  • Patricia Hochfelder Award, 2017

Bachelor of arts (BA) Interdisciplinary Studies: english & psychology; philosophy & political science minor
The City university of New York: queens college
Awarded may 2015

Associates of applied science (AAS) Paralegal studies
Nassau community college
Awarded may 2013

Publications

Peer reviewed

  • Head, N., & Kaur, S. (2024). Power and pedagogic failure: Seeking a politics of empathy towards an anti-racist academy. Journal of International Political Theory, 20(3), 309-323. https://doi.org/10.1177/17550882241283576

community offerings

Conferences & Panels